DIARIES OF A LONE TRAVELLER EP5 : Eastern Lands & Redemption- Japan (FINALE)

 I had to abandon the West World and seek yet another destination and another way to die… so I flew to Japan— the eastern Lands— The technological advanced nation— the bullet trains!

 

My plan was simple this time— not to waste time and find the most simple yet powerful way to die!

 

Its been a lot now.. I don’t need an adventurous death! I don’t need to jump off the Eiffel Tower or drown in the Bermuda Triangle! I just want to make it BEYOND… with the simplest way..

 

To get hit by a BULLET TRAIN!!

 

I left my bags in the accommodation lounge, took a bullet train ticket at the Tokyo station. My plan was never to board the train; but, to jump in on the tracks as soon as I hear the train approaching!

 

Everything was finalised— what and how to die— my ticket was in hand and I passed the gates and was standing on the platform— waiting for the IMPACT!!

 

Soon, I sense a vibration coming from my pants’ pocket— my mobile phone was ringing— it was Mom!

 

I never realised the fact that how emotion less I was being not even talking to my parents at least once before I go forever— how selfish was I being to them!! What will happen to them after I go?? I should have at-least given them my whereabouts…

 

 I picked up the phone and hear mom crying and saying “Maxx, our dog…”

 

“What happened mom?” I replied.

 

“Maxx, our dog, Cheese, died while crossing the road… his leash went off and he ran into a truck on the road..!!”

 

This one phone call changed my life forever!! I too cried for Cheese’s untimely and horrible death!!

I realised the reality and depth of the thing called Death— it the worst— to your family, to your friends, to everyone who cares about you!! I couldn’t imagine a world without Cheese… I wonder how my parents would be subjected to live in a world without Me?

 

I still imagine the same scenario in my dreams till date — the way our dog met his death by the crash; I was doing the same— by getting hit by a bullet train!!

I still have nightmares that I am Cheese and I am getting crashed!!

 

Because no matter what science says or what these blogs and theories revolve around and talk about the mysteries of death— one thing is sure that it’s a punishment to leave your family like this and to be honest;

 

“There  really is nothing beyond this life— its only a VOID you leave!!

 

Yes, I am the Ghostwriter of my own story

 

Yes, I didn’t die and never will attempt to

 

I survived and lived!

 

I am currently in my final year of College. After that day and the news of our dog, I went to my final destination— UK. And enrolled myself in a decent University.

 

I am soon to graduate and Reunite with my family back in India.

 

THE END!